You know when you know what you need to be doing but you just aren't doing it? Does that make sense? I know I need to excercise...every day..I'm just not doing it. A simple walk every day would get me out and moving...but I'm just not doing it. It's one of those things that when I'm out there excercising I feel good..when I come home I feel great...but lately, even mustering up the energy to think about it makes me tired. The baby is not sleeping..AT ALL...and I'm exhausted. So, I'm going to cut me a little slack ok?
He's most likely my last baby...although, I heard Demi Moore (at 47) is considering another baby. If she can why can't I? Well, let's see...she's in fabulous shape to begin with. I could be in fabulous shape..if I just excercised daily. I eat well...it's just the working out part that I'm lacking. I'll get there..
So, back to Griffy being my last baby...I guess that's why I'm holding on to everything right now..like him sleeping with me still. I really love having him in bed with me..especially when Steve travels..but what I don't really like is being a giant human pacifier ALL NIGHT LONG. I'm kinda done with that. Man, if he wasn't so darn cute.
Steve mentioned that maybe it's time to get a crib. I think I'm dreading that more than being the human pacifier all night long. At least with that I can stay in my bed and not have to get up...it's called LAZY. I know we'll go out, get a crib, spend all weekend setting up and he won't spend one minute in it.
So, if I can give up sugar for 6 weeks I KNOW I can get my butt in shape before summer...right? So, here is my new challenge...do something active (climbing the stairs with a 24lb baby in one hand and a full laundry basket in the other doesn't count)...every day. Not only will I look better in my summer clothes..I'll feel better.
Now, if we can just get this kid to sleep.....I'm off and running. (walking)