alone

stepping out of your box is not easy.

i'm doing that today.

oh..all week i've been,

"i'm going away,

i'm going away!

all by myself!!"

ok..well my train leaves 

in a few hours

and i admit,

i'm getting a little nervous.

i just texted steve..

why don't you go instead,

i wrote.

his response..

GET ON THE TRAIN!

getting on a train 

to travel to another country

alone is not what i do.

i stay home.

i cook,

i do laundry,

i take care of the family.

but i need to do this.

to prove to myself i can do it.

and to be alone.

something i never am.

i know it'll be good for me.

wish me luck.

:)